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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:07 pm
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    Jackal’s inside, waiting for the cavalry to pass the fort so he can get away in another car—if there is
    a cavalry
    “In the name of our revered Karl Marx, do explain how you reached this contradictory
    conclusion!”
    “SimpleEven if you could, you wouldn’t shoot up that car on the road,
    would you?”
    “AgreedThere are four other people inside, all no doubt innocent Soviet citizens forced to
    appear otherwise
    “Hostages?”
    “Yes, of vintage hermes course
    “When was the last time you heard of people running like hell into a situation where they could
    become hostages? Even if they were under a gun from a doorway, one or two, if not all of them,
    would try to race behind other cars for protection
    “My word—”
    “But you were right about one thingCarlos has a contact inside that armory—the man in the
    slingHe may only be an innocent Russian with a brother or a sister living in Paris, but the chanel tote Jackal
    owns him
    “Dimitri!” shouted the metallic voice in Russian“The car is speeding out of the parking lot!”
    Krupkin pressed the button on his microphone and gave his instructionsEssentially, they were
    to follow that automobile to the borders of Finland if necessary, but to take it without violence,
    calling in the police if they had toThe last order was to pass the armory, blowing his horn
    repeatedlyIn the Russian vernacular, the agent gucci messenger bag named Orlov asked, “What the fuck for?”
    “Because I’ve had a vision from StNickolai the Good! Also, I’m your charitable superiorDo
    it!”
    “You’re not well, Dimitri
    “Do you wish a superb service report or one that will send you to Tashkent?”
    “I’m on my way, comrade
    Krupkin replaced the microphone in the dashboard receptacle“Everything proceeds,” he said
    haltingly, partially over his shoulder“If I’m to go down with either a crazed prada milano assassin or a
    convoluted lunatic who displays certain decencies, I imagine it’s best to choose the latterContrary
    to the most enlightened skeptics, there might be a God, after allWould you care to buy a house
    on the lake in Geneva, Aleksei?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “I might,” answered Bourne“If I live through the day and do what I have to do, give me a price
    “Hey, David,” interjected Conklin“Marie made that money, you knock off louis vuitton didn
    5:50 am
    @@@@@ She was right about thatThe Tom I'd known
    @@@@@
    She was right about thatThe Tom I'd known in the
    old days wouldn't have said bullshit if he'd had a
    mouthful
    "I didn't want to give him any names - certainly
    not yours, because he would have thought I was
    crazy, and not Illy's, because I didn't know what
    he might say to her if-"
    "I told you, Illy had nothing to do with-"
    "Be quietI just said these
    people who were talking about how funny he was
    acting didn't even know about the pills he's been
    taking since the second divorce, and how he quit
    taking them last MayHe calls them stupid-pills
    I said if he thought he was keeping everything
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    that was wrong with him under wraps, he was
    mistakenThen I said that if he did something to
    himself, I'd tell his mother and brother it was
    suicide, and it would break their heartsThat was
    your idea, Edgar, and it workedI hope you're
    proudThat was when he broke my vase and called
    me a meddlesome cunt, see? He was as white as a
    sheetI could hear the
    click in her throat across all the miles"I bet
    he had the way he was going to do it all planned
    out
    "I don't doubt it," I said"What do you think
    he'll do now?"
    "I don't know
    "Maybe I better call him
    "Maybe you better notMaybe finding out we talked
    would push him right over the edge With a touch
    of malice she added, "Then you'll be the one
    losing sleep
    It was a possibility I hadn't thought of, but she
    had a pointTom and Wireman were alike in one way:
    both needed help and I couldn't drag them to it
    An old bon mot bounced into my head, maybe apropos,
    maybe not: you can lead a whore to culture, but
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    you can't make her thinkMaybe Wireman could tell
    me who had said it
    "So how did you know he meant to kill himself?"
    she asked"I want to know, and by God you're
    going to tell me before I hang upI did my part
    and you're going to tell
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:07 pm
    @@@@@Cultivating it strenuouslyHe'd gone the
    @@@@@Cultivating it strenuouslyHe'd gone the length of the
    dogtrot and was halfway up the staircaseI was
    limping as fast as I could and he was still
    pulling awayHe waited for me, not very patiently
    "Who told him the debris field was there?"
    "Eastlake? I assume he stumbled on it while
    pursuing his diving hobby
    "I don't think so - he hadn't been in that bathing
    suit for a long timeDiving and snorkeling may
    have been his hobby in the early twenties, but I
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    think that around 1925, eating dinner became his
    chief diversionSo who told him?"
    Annmarie came out of a door near the end of the
    hallThere was a goofy, unbelieving grin on her
    face that made her look half her forty years
    "Is she-"
    "She is," came Elizabeth's cracked but
    unmistakable voice"Come in here, Wireman, and
    let me see your face while I still know it
    ix
    I lingered in the hall with Annmarie, not sure
    what to do, looking at the knickknacks and the big
    old Frederic Remington at the far end - Indians on
    poniesThen Wireman called for meHis voice was
    impatient and rough with tearsThe shades had all been drawn
    Air conditioning whispered through a vent
    somewhere above usThere was a table next to her
    bed with a lamp on itThe shade was green glass
    The bed was the hospital kind, and cranked up so
    she could almost sitThe lamp put her in a soft
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    spotlight, with her hair loose on the shoulders of
    a pink dressing gownWireman sat beside her,
    holding her handsAbove her bed was the only
    painting in the room, a fine print of Edward
    Hopper's Eleven AM, an archetype of loneliness
    waiting patiently at the window for some change,
    any change
    Somewhere a clock was ticking
    She looked at me and smiledI saw three things in
    her face
    5:50 am
    @@@@@ My weary thoughts tangled and twistedJared
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    My weary thoughts tangled and twistedJared was right–it had been a very long nightThough
    not half long enoughThe rest of my days and nights were going to fly by as if they were only
    minutes
    The next thing I knew, Jared was shaking me awakeThe light in the little cavern was dim and
    orangey
    Jared pulled me to my feet and handed me a hiker's meal bar–this was the kind of rations they
    kept with the jeepWe ate, and drank the rest of our water, in silenceJared's face was serious
    and focused
    “Still in a hurry?” he asked as we climbed into the jeepI wanted the time to stretch out forever What was the point in putting it off? The Seeker and her body would die if we waited
    too long, and I would still have to make the same choice
    “We'll hit Phoenix, thenIt's logical that they wouldn't notice this kind of raidIt doesn't make
    sense for humans to take your cold-storage tanksWhat possible use could we have for them?”
    The question didn't sound at all rhetorical, and I could feel him looking at me againBut I
    stared ahead at the rocks and said nothing
    It had been dark for a while by the time we traded vehicles and got to the freewayJared waited
    a few careful minutes with the inconspicuous sedan's lights offI counted ten cars passing by
    Then there was a long darkness between the headlights, and Jared pulled onto the road
    The trip to Phoenix was very short, though Jared kept the speed scrupulously below the limit
    Time was speeding up, as if the Earth were spinning faster
    We settled into the steady-moving traffic, flowing with it along the highway that circled the
    flat, sprawling cityI saw the hospital from the
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:14 pm
    @@@@@' Or `I'll get another jobYou can't push me
    @@@@@' Or `I'll get another jobYou can't push me around' Or `I like this job because it's secure' Instead of, `Is there something I'm missing here?' which breaks the emotional thought, and gives you time to think clearly
    I must admit, it was a great lesson to be gettingTo know when someone was speaking out of emotions or out of clear thoughtIt was a lesson that served me well for lifeEspecially when I was the one speaking out of reaction and not from clear thought
    As we headed back to the store, rich dad explained that the rich really did "make money They did not work for itHe went on to explain that when Mike and I were casting 5-cent pieces out of lead, thinking we were making money, we were very close to thinking the way the rich thinkThe problem was that it was illegal for us to do itIt was legal for the government and banks to do it, but not usHe explained that there are legal ways to make money and illegal ways
    Rich dad went on to explain that the rich know that money is an illusion, truly like the carrot for the donkeyIt's only out of fear and greed that the illusion of money is held together by billions of people thinking that money is realMoney is really made upIt was only because of the illusion of confidence and the ignorance of the masses that the house of cards stood standing"In fact," he said, "in many ways the donkey's carrot was more valuable than money
    He talked about the gold standard that America was on, and that each dollar bill was actually a silver certificateWhat concerned him was the rumor that we would someday go off the gold standard and our dollars would no longer be silver certificates
    "When that happens, boys, all hell is going to break looseThe poor, the middle class and the ignorant will have their lives ruined simply because they will continue to believe that money is real and that the company they work for, or the government, will look after them
    We really did not understand what he was saying that day, but over the years it made more and more sense
    Seeing What Others Miss

    As he climbed into his pickup truck, outside of his little convenience store, he said, "Keep working boys, but the sooner you forget about needing a paycheck, the easier your adult life will be
    5:51 am
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    It wasn't that simple, of course, nothing ever was, but still there were powerful men in America, on the march and aroused, some of them perhaps even conscious in their particular dreamAnd the tools were all ready to hand, the men like his father, the ones who would function in instinctive accord, not knowing, not even caring where the road led themIt could be narrowed probably to a kelly hermes dozen, two dozen men, not even in communication with each other, not even all on the same level of awareness
    But it was much more than thatYou could kill the dozen men, and there would be another dozen to replace them, and another and anotherOut of all the vast pressures and crosscurrents of history was evolving the archetype of twentieth-century manThe particular man who would direct it, make certain that "the natural role The Cartier Tortue techniques had outraced the psyche"The majority of men must be subservient to the machine and it's not a business they instinctively enjoy And in the marginal area, the gap, were the peculiar tensions that birthed the dream
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    12:15 pm
    @@@@@It was a foot-length of cord with a knob at
    @@@@@It was a foot-length of cord with a knob at the end"How many seconds, Captain?"
    "Fire in five seconds, sir The Captain had looked at his watch nervously
    The knob of the lanyard hefted pleasantly in the General's palmHe stared at the complicated obscured mechanism of the breech and the carriage springs, his mind hovering delicately between anxiety and excitementAutomatically he had posed his body in a relaxed confident posture; it was instinctive with him to appear unconcerned whenever he was doing something unfamiliarThe mass of the gun, however, troubled him; he had not fired an artillery piece since West Point, and he was remembering not the noise nor the concussion, but a time in World War I when he had been under an artillery barrage for two hoursIt had been the most powerful single fear of his life, and an echo of it now was rebounding through his mindJust before he fired he could see it all, the sharp detumescent roar of the gun, the long soaring plunge of the shell through the night sky, its downward whistle, and the moments of complete and primordial terror for the Japanese at the other end when it landedAn odd ecstasy stirred his limbs for a moment, was gone before he was quite aware of it
    The General pulled the lanyard
    The muzzle blast deafened him momentarily, left him shaken and numb by its unaccustomed forceHe felt rather than saw the great twenty-foot flambeau of flame that discharged from the muzzle, heard dumbly the long billowing murmurs of the discharge through the dark closeted aisles of the jungleThe balloon tires, the trails were still vibrating gently from the recoil
    It had all taken a fraction of a secondEven the backward blast of wind had passed him, roiled his hair and closed his eyes before he was conscious of itThe General was recovering his sense-impressions by degrees, clutching at them in the wake of the explosion like a man chasing his hat in a galeHe took a breath, smiled, heard himself say in an even voice, "I wouldn't like to be at the other end He noticed the cannoneers, the Captain, after he spokeHe had said it because a part of his mind always considered the objective situation; consciously he had been unaware of the men about him as he talkedHe strode away slowly, drawing the Captain with him
    "Artillery is a bit more impressive at night," he murmuredHis poise was addled slightlyHe would not have said this to a stranger if he were still not absorbed in the impact of firing the howitzer
    "I know what you mean, sir
    5:58 am
    @@@@@"Not a horse, please," Rhett laughed"I've
    @@@@@"Not a horse, please," Rhett laughed"I've only got
    three, and two of them are no damn good
    He settled the glass chimney on the lamp and smiled down at her
    "How about some eggs and a slice of ham?"
    "Two slices," said ScarlettShe followed him into the kitchen and sat
    on a bench by the table with her feet tucked up under the blanket
    while
    he lit a fire in the big iron stoveWhen the pine kindling was
    crackling, she stretched her feet out to the warmthRhett brought a
    half-eaten ham and bowls of butter and eggs from the pantry"The
    coffee grinder's on the table behind you," he said"The beans are in
    that canIf you'll grind some while I slice the ham, breakfast will
    be ready that much sooner
    "Why don't you grind them while I cook the eggs?"
    "Because the stove's not hot yet, Miss GreedyThere's a pan of cold
    corn bread next to the grinderThat should tide you over
    I'll do the cooking Scarlett swivelled aroundThe pan under the
    napkin had four squares of corn bread left in itShe dropped her wrap
    to reach for a pieceWhile she was chewing she put a handful of
    coffee beans into the grinderThen she alternated taking bites of
    corn bread with turning the handleWhen the corn bread was almost
    gone, she heard the sizzle as Rhett dropped ham slices into a skillet
    "That smells like heaven," she said happilyShe finished grinding the
    coffee with a spurt of rapid cranks"Where's the coffee pot?" She
    turned, saw Rhett, and began to laughHe had a dishtowel tucked
    into
    the waistband of his trousers and a long fork in one handHe waved
    the
    fork in the direction of a shelf by the doo
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:06 pm
    @@@@@With plenty of butterAnd I'll have a
    @@@@@With plenty of butterAnd I'll
    have a pitcher of thick cream for my coffee right this minute Jerome
    looked at the erect old man, silently urging him to put Scarlett in her
    placePierre Robillard looked straight ahead, not meeting hisbutler's
    eyes"Don't stand there like a statue," Scarlett snappedSo was her grandfatherAlthough the
    meal was as silent as his birthday dinner had been, this time he ate
    everything that was brought to himScarlett watched him suspiciously
    from the corner of her eyeWhat was he up to, the old fox? She
    couldn't believe that there wasn't something behind this charadeIn
    her experience, getting what you wanted from servants was the
    easiest
    thing in the worldAll you had to do was shout at themAnd Lord
    knows Grandfather's good at terrifying peopleLook at Aunt Pauline
    and Aunt EulalieLook at me, for that matterI hopped out of bed
    quick enough when he sent for meI'll not do that agaInThe old
    man
    dropped his napkin by his empty plate"I'll expect you to be suitably
    dressed for future meals," he said to Scarlett"We shall leave the
    house in precisely one hour and seven minutes to go to churchThat
    should provide adequate time for your grooming
    Scarlett hadn't intended to go to church at all, now that her aunts
    weren't there to expect it and she'd gotten what she wanted from the
    Mother SuperiorBut her grandfather's high-handedness had to be
    stoppedHe was violently anti-Catholic, according to her aunts
    "I didn't know you attended Mass, Grandfather," she saidSweetness
    dripped from the words
    5:50 am
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    “And you don’t want to call it for fear of exposing your possession of the number—initial codes,
    that sort of thingI understand, of courseWhy send out an alert when it’s unnecessary? I’ll take
    care of it Krupkin looked at Jason, his expression that of an older, understanding colleague“Be
    of handbag dolce gabbana good and firm heart, MrBourne, as the czarists would say facing no discernible harm
    whatsoeverDespite your apprehensions, I have enormous faith in Langley’s abilitiesThey’ve
    harmed my not insignificant operations more than I care to dwell upon
    “I’m sure you’ve done your share of damage to them,” said Jason impatiently, glancing at the
    telephone console
    “That omega seamaster watch knowledge keeps me going
    “Thanks, Kruppie,” said Alex“In your words, you’re a fine old enemy
    “Again, shame on your parents! If they had stayed in Mother Russia, just thinkBy now you and
    I would be running the Komitet
    “And have two lakefront houses?”
    “Are you crazy, Aleksei? We would own the entire Lake Geneva!” Krupkin turned and walked
    to the door, letting himself out santos cartier watch with quiet laughter
    “It’s all a damned game with you people, isn’t it?” said Bourne
    “Up to a point,” agreed Alex, “but not when stolen information can lead to the loss of life—on
    both sides, incidentallyThat’s when the weapons come out and the games are over
    “Reach Langley,” said Jason abruptly, nodding at the console“Holland’s got some explaining
    to do
    “Reaching Tiffany Bracelets Langley wouldn’t help—”
    “What?”
    “It’s too early; it’s barely seven o’clock in the States, but not to worry, I can bypass Conklin
    again reached into a pocket and withdrew a small notebook
    “Bypass?” cried Bourne“What kind of double talk is that? I’m close to the edge, Alex, those
    are my children over there!”
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    12:06 pm
    @@@@@It’s just a question of time There was a
    @@@@@It’s just a question of time
    There was a knock on the front door and Panov called out“It’s open because it’s easier! Come
    in
    The be-blazered, immaculately dressed assistant manager, MrPritchard, entered, preceded by a
    room-service table that he was capable of pushing while standing completely erectHe smiled
    broadly and announced his presence as well as his mission“Buckingham Pritchard at your service,
    gentlemenI’ve brought a few delicacies from the sea for your collegial gathering before the
    evening meal which I have personally attended to at the side of the chef who has been known to be
    prone to errors without expert guidance which I was all too happy to provide
    “Collegial?” said Alex“I got out of college damn near thirty-five years ago
    “It obviously didn’t take where the nuances of English are concerned,” mumbled Morris PanovPritchard, aren’t you terribly hot in those clothes? I’d be sweating like a pig
    “No nuances there, only an unproven cliché,” muttered Conklin
    “I do not perspire, sir,” replied the assistant manager
    “I’ll bet my pension you ‘perspired’ when MrJacques came back from Washington,”
    offered Alex“Christ almighty, Johnny a ‘terrorist’!”
    “The incident has been forgotten, sir,” said Pritchard stoicallySaint Jay and Sir Henry
    understand that my brilliant uncle and I had only the children’s interests at heart
    “Savvy, very savvy,” observed Conklin
    “I’ll set up the canapés, gentlemen, and check the iceThe others should be here in a matter of
    minutes
    “That’s very kind of you,” said Panov
    David Webb leaned against the balcony archway watching his wife as she read the last pages of
    a children’s story to their sonCooper was dozing in a chair, her magnificent
    black head, crowned by a fleece of silver and gray, kept nodding above her full chest as if she
    expected at any moment to hear sounds from the infant Alison beyond the half-closed door that was
    only feet from where she was sittingThe inflections of Marie’s quiet voice matched the words of
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    441
    the story, confirmed by Jamie’s wide eyes and parted
    5:50 am
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    "This is Sarasota's crime, not George Brown'sMy
    heart goes out to the Garibaldis, I weep for the
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    Garibaldis" - he lifted his tearless face to the
    cameras, as if to somehow prove this - "but taking
    George Brown's life up in Starke won't bring Tina
    Garibaldi back, and it won't fix the broken system
    that put this broken human being on the streets,
    unsupervisedThat's my statement, thank you for
    listening, and now, if you'll excuse me-"
    He started away, ignoring the kelly hermes bag shouted questions,
    and things might still have been all right -
    different, at least - if I'd turned off the TV or
    changed the channel right thenI
    watched the Channel 6 talking head back in the
    studio say, "Royal Bonnier, a legal crusader who
    has won half a dozen supposedly unwinnable pro
    bono cases, said he would make every effort to
    exclude the following video, shot by a security
    camera behind Bealls Department Store, from the
    trial
    And that damned thing started lady dior againThe kid
    crosses from right to left with the pack on her
    backBrown emerges from the rampway and takes her
    by the wristShe looks up at him and appears to
    ask him a questionAnd that was when the itch
    descended on my missing arm like a swarm of bees
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    I cried out - in surprise as well as agony - and
    fell on the floor, knocking both the remote and my
    sandwich-plate onto the rug, scratching at what
    wasn't thereOr what I couldn't get atI heard
    myself yelling at it to new louis vuitton stop, please stopBut of
    course there was only one way to stop itI got on
    my knees and crawled for the stairs, registering
    the crunch as one knee came down on the remote and
    broke it, but first changing the stationTo CMT:
    Country Music TelevisionAlan Jackson was singing
    about murder on Music RowTwice going up the
    stairs I clawed for the banister, that's how there
    my right hand wasI could actually feel the
    sweaty palm squeak on the wood before it passed
    through like balenciaga city smoke
    Somehow I got to the top and stumbled to my feet
    I flicked all the light-switches up with my
    forearm and staggered to my easel at a half-assed
    runThere was a partly finished Girl and Ship on
    itI heaved it aside without a look and slammed a
    fresh blank canvas in its placeI was breathing
    in hot little moansSweat was trickling out of my
    hairI grabbed a wipe-off cloth and flapped it
    over my shoulder the way I'd flapped burp-rags
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    12:07 pm
    @@@@@Then she giggled, and a stone rolled off
    @@@@@Then she giggled, and a stone rolled off my
    heart"But I sent it UPS, and I insured it Her feet were in the
    water and she kicked them slowly back and forth
    "Carson doesn't want it to be, so he saysI'm not
    sure I do, eitherAt least not without seeing how
    we do face to faceThe phone or e-mail really
    isn't the way to talk something like this out
    Plus, I want to see if the attraction is still
    there, and if so, how much She glanced sideways,
    a little anxiously"That doesn't gross you out,
    does it?"
    "No, honey
    765
    "Can I ask you something?"
    "Yes
    "How many second chances did you give Mom?"
    I smiled"Over the course of the marriage? I'd
    say two hundred or so
    "And how many did she give you?"
    "About the same"I can't ask you
    that
    I looked at the pool, aware of a very middle-class
    flush rising in my cheeks"Since we're having
    this discussion at six in the morning and not even
    the pool boy's here yet, and since I think I know
    what your problem with Carson Jones is, you can
    askBut if I'm
    dead honest, I have to say that was more luck than
    stone-ass righteousnessThere were times when I
    came close, and once when it was probably only
    luck or fate or providence that kept it from
    happeningI don't think the marriage would have
    ended if thethe accident had happened, I think
    there are worse offenses against a partner, but
    they don't call it cheating for nothingOne slip
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    can be excused as human fallibilityTwo can be
    excused as human frailtyAfter that-" I shrugged
    "He says it was just o
    5:50 am
    @@@@@ “I don't even know the way,” she sobbedMy
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    “I don't even know the way,” she sobbedMy shoulder was drenched with her tears
    Kyle looked at me as if I could produce some kind of miracle to make this all work out
    perfectlyLike the medicine I'd provided, some kind of magicBut I knew that I was out of
    magic, out of happy endings–for the soul half of the equation, at least
    I stared back hopelessly at Kyle“It's just the Bears, the Flowers, and the Dolphins,” I told him
    “I won't send her to the Fire Planet
    The small woman shuddered at the name
    “Don't worry, SunnyYou'll like the DolphinsOf course they'll be nice
    I sighed and moved on
    “Sunny, I need to ask you about Jodi
    Kyle stiffened beside me
    “What about her?” Sunny mumbled
    “Is she… is she in there with you? Can you hear her?”
    Sunny sniffed and looked up at me“I don't understand what you mean
    “Does she ever talk to you? Are you ever aware of her thoughts?”
    “My… body's? Her thoughts? She doesn't have any
    “Is that bad?” Kyle whispered
    “I don't know enough about it to tellIt's probably not good, though
    Kyle's eyes tightened
    “How long have you been here, Sunny?”
    She frowned, thinking“How long is it, Kyle? Five years? Six? You disappeared before I came
    h
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    12:15 pm
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